Do you sometimes ever feel that you are trapped. Not trapped in like a room where no one can find you, but trapped in your own life? Sometimes I feel like I am trapped in my own life, having the same routine every day, every week. Wake up, work, eat, go home, clean, cook, relax, sleep. I feel like my life sometimes is not even that exciting and I am only 21 years old! Is this even normal? Is it possible to feel trapped in your own little bubble you call life? Is it just me that I am a boring person? I never used to be like this. I used to always go out with my friends, my sister or my mom, always liking to have fun. But now that I moved to switzerland, it is so quiet here, everything closes early… I feel like I am turning into an old grandma. Is it maybe the culture shock? Or now that I have my husband I can’t do the same things I used to do anymore? Or is it the fact that now I have a job and responsibilities? Will it ever go back to how things where before? I was such a fun person, always wanting to go out… 😦 I don’t know what happened…. I think this is why I am feeling so trapped… Am I making myself feel trapped for no reason?
These are all the questions that are going through my head right now… that are giving me such a headache… I miss back home…. I will always be a California Girl… ❤